take a little sip of my world

yes, yes, i am quite a coconut.

2006-12-21T10:05:00.000-08:00

so i should be rewriting my paper and sending it to mr. eyebrows but ha! i'm on here.

emo much? haha!

my darling marieke, this post is pretty much just for you cause no one comes on this little thing anymore. woooooo!

EDIT!

just found this pic. it's meeee with freakishly long hair! gasp. hippie hippie hippie...

i look like my mom?? no way!

dang slim, i found another one.

emo-ish post below. read on if you dare =P

2005-10-20T19:44:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like this^
life....so i was driving home from my bible study tonight, and i had my window rolled down with music playing loud. and i was listening to this one song and it just got me thinking about people. about things that have happened in the past, about people i haven't seen in while...it's funny how God puts certain people in your life, but then He can take them right out again. and somehow we havta learn how to deal with it. it's funny how we attach our hearts to things we know won't be around for long or to things that just don't matter. it's funny how i always end up blaming God for not giving me what i want when really He's given me so much more than i could ever need. why is it that we always want right now what we know isn't best? i often find myself sitting and day dreaming about how things would be if only this happened...if only that didn't happen...if only i could take back what i said. i guess it's just a silly little circle that i run around trying to figure things out. ahh when will it end?

mmm cool hair

2005-10-18T12:53:00.000-07:00

like whoa guys, i'm actually gunna unpdate.

2005-09-30T20:49:00.000-07:00

This...is a story about my lovely shoes. One day we were walking together when all of a sudden, a groundhog appeared.

So me and my shoes were like, whoa, it's a groundhog. we've never seen one so close before so it was a wonderous moment indeed. But then, the moment was over. My shoes are slightly a.d.d. so we were off and exploring other lovely things.

Behold, the tree. Me and my shoes needed a rest, so here we stop, under a glorious tree. The sun brightly shined upon us and we basked in it's warmness.

But wait! Oh no! Here come the shadows of death and desruction, full of wrath and debate homework! But don't worry your smelly little heads about us. We got away!

As we were trotting back to my car, we stopped on a cheery bridge to take a picture. And so all good things come to an end. Thus, I end.

sorry guys...

2005-09-26T10:38:00.000-07:00

my space is taking over my life...you should have one. all the cool kids are doing it. haha -------> www.myspace.com/actof_depression <-------

ok, more pics of people who aren't anorexic and don't have hair issues! =P

2005-09-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

coconuts!!!

a friend of mine with kids in honduras

cutest little boy ever.

see??!! models eat!......sometimes.......lol

this girl is so cute!

mmm...i love her makeup...

okay, i'm done.

more pictures...teehehe!

2005-09-21T13:48:00.000-07:00

ok so i guess i should update...

2005-09-11T15:45:00.000-07:00

yeah...so life. i don't really feel like writing so i'm going to post random pictures!

hehe!

mmm....ramen!!!

me jumping off a dock in honduras...

how i miss that beautiful place....

i love this picture...she's so lovely.

john redid my picture. haha

okay, guys i'm done. have a wonderful night!

i guess i'm emo

2005-09-07T15:50:00.000-07:00

aaaahahahaha....this is a funny site! copy and paste-------> http://www.geocities.com/howtodressemo/ <-------- i'm not so sure how many people will still wanna be my friend afer they read this but i'm willing to take a chance. woot!

..::edit::..
...okay, if you do look at the website, only look at that page cuz there's some pretty bad stuff on some of the links...sorry, i just found that out. ha

oh my gawsh!!!

2005-08-30T17:59:00.000-07:00

first day at the speech conference thingy:::today was crazzzy!! man am i tired. all the classes were really good though. i so greatly enjoyed myself. me and my coconut. oh boy! haha! lots of these people look so homeschoolerish there but they're super nice so it doesn't matter. i find alot of people are very fake but you can usually count on a good homeschooler to actually listen to you and make you feel like they're interested. woot! tomorrow is going to be very uh, busy....and silly me, i signed up for the platform speech ahhhhh! oh well, i'll be fine. i'm talking about something i love so it doesn't matter. woot!

...::the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt::...

cause i'm cool like that

2005-08-28T16:13:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. christine
2. uh christine
3. aaaand christine

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. deadpoetic1989
2. uhh it was something like pnkthursday or pnkthurs. i can't remember
3. that's all folks!

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. hair
3. err the freckle on my left hand that's in between my middle two knuckles =P

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. french
2. irish
3. english

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. slasher movies
2. failing my friends
3. umm deep fried broccoli?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. music
2. water
3. uhh the bathroom

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. purplish pj bottoms
2. green youth group shirt
3. uh nailpolish

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. you know what they do yo guys like us in prison-my chemical romance
2. how we learn to forget-words like shards
3. alone in december-underoath

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love
2. respect
3. trust

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. we have at least 35 sharp knives in our kitchen
2. i hate tea
3. my head hurts right now

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. you know, nunchuck skills
2. bowhunting skills
3. computer hacking skills....girls only want boyfriends who have great skills!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. creating artsy things
2. dancing around like crazy
3. being with friends who care

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. do someone's make up, hair, and have them dress up so i can take artsy photos of them
2. go to a show(concert)
3. wear a really long flowing skirt and spin around in my back yard

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. nutritionist
2. psychologist
3. uh that's it

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. italy(beautious artsy place)
2. germany(i love the way their language sounds)
3. japan(yummm)

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. peyton
2. emma
3. uh yeah

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. show Christ to as many people as possible
2. do ballet in point shoes
3. get married

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY/GIRL:
1. i cry for really sad/depressing movies
2. i like make up (but i don't wear it all the time)
3. i love to shop even when i have no money =)

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. who
2. the heck
3. cares. i don't even know the names of most of the actors i like

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. you
2. yes you
3. don't make me come over there!

tralalalalawhooptydobeebop!

2005-08-23T17:35:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh debate with marieke is gunna be so crazy i'm so excited weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my!

2005-08-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

i paaaaassed!!! woot! now i havta take behind the wheel. but oh my goodness the test was soooo easy! there were 35 questions and i only got one wrong and that was cuz i read the question wrong. argh. but it doesn't matter cuz i paaaaaaaaaaaaassed! i'm so happy. i'll be able to legally drive without my rents like the day after homeschool group. wanna go anywhere anyone? haha. my mom was like 'we're not gunna let anyone ride with you right away' and i was like whhhattt. buttt hopefully in like a month i'll be able to take one person. and then after i've have my license for a year i can have up to three people. and when i'm 18, i can cram as many people in as i want to! waaaaaaahooooooo!!!! haha anywayz, i'm sooo siked. well, homeschool group is coming up very soon. wow. summer went by so fast. oooohhhh guess what! there's this place in georgetown that sells old chucks and old jeans. like the guy who owns the store collects chucks and then resells them for way cheeper than the regular price. i must find that store! haha sometime i need to just loose myself in georgetown and maybe i'll find it. i can't remember the name. i think it went like "something blue" but i'm not sure. acckk. i'll try to google it. and whoa. this post has gotten way long. ha well, i gotta go do school. yes school. i have already started. =P

yesss

2005-08-09T19:24:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! tonight was my first night in driver's ed!!!!! i basically read a whole bunch of stuff about driving risks and how to drive a car and uh i watched some videos about trains and drinking. i mean, drinking and driving and then one about trians and being run over by them. uh. yeah. hah. and then we had to take two quizes that were pretty easy. the lady was really cool. she was like pregnant out to here. -----> she was asking me about homeschooling and all and she said she might homeschool her seven year old daughter. i think she might be a christian. or at least she has some christian influence. her son was there helping her out and he had two wwjd thingys on and then they were talking about casting crowns and other christian bands and concerts to go to. i thought that was pretty cool. anywayz, i'm just so happy that i'm finally getting this driving thing over with! pray for me! ;)

whoopy!

2005-08-08T15:12:00.000-07:00

yay! i'm soooo happy to be home!!!i got home on wednesday and i've been so busy. oh guess what! my brother is going to teach me greek as my language for school!! isn't that so cool? he wrote out the alphabet for me to look over and start learning before we begin. ooohh man i'm so siked. anywayz, i need to go cook dinner for my family. i'll update with something more later.

yum!

2005-07-31T16:38:00.000-07:00

i loove avacados!!! hehee, and camp was sooo amazing. like whoa. i learned so much while i was there. i definitly grew spiritually. oh i had such an awesome time! oh my gosh! there were so many kids there. everyday we would wake up at 7, eat breakfast, say a memory verse, have a quiet time, and go to the church on the camp ground and hear some awesome preaching. then the girls and guys would split and we had six different classes to choose from. after that we'd all get into our different teams(i was on the yellow team, the happy color!) and we'd play a group game. then the girls and guys would split again and we'd have lunch, and then free time/recreation all together. then we'd clean up and get all dressy for dinner and the evening services. it was sooooo much fun!!!! the church has such an awesome praise band. it feels kinda weird not being there now. =/ anywayz, i'm coming home wednesday!!!!!!!! i am sooo excited!!! i miss you guys so flipping much!!!!!! :'-( seriously. i can't stop thinking about it.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!1

2005-07-24T20:58:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhh i just flew to florida from california!! i am sooo tireeed!!! and i havta wake up super early tomorrow cuz i'm going with my cousin to her church camp for a week! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! but i had a great time in california. met some new people, hooked up with some old friends, had a wonderful time. weeeee! good night.

rawrrr

2005-07-14T11:42:00.000-07:00

let's see...life today...i eat. i sleep. i dream.

and i wanna go to purple door!

and i have at least seven roles of film to develope.

aaand i'm going to be driving on my own in less than two months! yesss!!!

can life get any better? haha.

oh and sorry boys, the only girls i have met are my cousins' girlfriends.

mmmmmmm-mmmmmmmmmmmm

2005-07-10T14:26:00.000-07:00

ok guys, you don't need to try to out-woot eachother. cuz i out-woot you all!!! bahahahahaha. fresh. anywayz, yes, i've met a few cute guys but not on the beach. haha. did i mention i have four guy cousins that are around my age and they all have cute friends??? lol and don't get annoyed with me. i'm just admiring God's handywork. haaaaaaaaaaahah. =P oook, moving on. ya know what? this is the third blog i have. i have a myspace and a xanga too. it's kinda hard keeping up with all this stuff. i haven't been on a computer in like foreeever. ahhh...i'm listening to a awesome song right now. it's so lovely it pretty much makes me wanna cry. well not really. haha! (^_^) well, i gotta go. i'll hopefully update sometime before uh.....whenever. i miss you guys!

the sky fell in such a way tonight. it woke me up a hundred times. the stars last in sunday's bask. they say the stars last in sunday's bask.

sigh

2005-07-02T14:33:00.000-07:00

so guys, sorry if you've emailed me in the past month and i haven't emailed you back. life's stupid like that. anyway, i'm leaving tomorrow for florida. woooohooo. i'll catch up on my emailing sometime this week cuz i'll actually have time to. yesss. well, i just painted my nails a pinkish shiny color. it so rocks.

like whoa

2005-07-01T13:01:00.000-07:00

ahahah...i, um, have a blog thing now. woot!